where did/do I go

wow... loooong time no see
life seems to be moving faster 
than I am and I'm running my butt off..
so many things to do 
and so many thoughts and feelings to digest..
kind of an overload of the system
am I feeling stronger than I really am 
and just push myself to the limit
or am I stronger than I feel 
and just have to get used to sometimes not giving a shit 
and moving on without wasting my precious energy 
and enjoy what's good, right and fun..
you tell me..

time

has her own ways

to show us

our dreams

quickly

pass by

or slowly

come true

do we then

dare to believe her?



time is wise, you know..

SUN

it's here!

the sun the light the warmth..
embracing everything
in us
on us
and around us

breathe in the smells of summer
the warm breeze
the blooming trees
the greengreen grass
Your bare feet dig in
fresh redred strawberries
smooth vanilla icecream
and Your warmwarm skin..

down and up.. worthy anytime

from where does the spirit get its groove back sometimes
I really would like to know
so I can get it a little bit sooner
the next time
I am feeling low, worried, hurt, or worse
of lesser worth
to someone
strange
I can feel worthy to me
and completely worthless to someone else
WHY??
why does that matter so much
it can almost change the way I feel about myself
and I have come to a place
where I actually appreciate the person I have become
with all my flaws
I am still fine
How Are You Today?