shepapercomfort

after
the hurt has hurricaned
aimlessly
through my system

as
my senses search
and slowly find
their ability to comprehend

before
the letters are found
and the words are formed
out of the after quiver chaos


I am lost


until
my hand touches the pen
and sincerity flows
into the embrace
of the ever understanding paper

herewegoagain

sometimes
we all need
to fall apart
and go to pieces
for a while

to give ourselves
the possibility
to pick up
one piece
at the time



place it under the eye
of our soul's microscope
to observe
analyse
and learn
from a close distance

before we rearrange us
and glue us back
together
again

with greater understanding
and higher knowledge
of ourselves
that will be available
to us
for the rest of our time

teamupwithme

open book
and
read my need


turn page
and
hear my meaning


tune in
and
sense my wish


lower volume
and
feel my moaning


lose game
and
share my crying


kick ass
and
join my laughing


reach Out
and
touch my Self


reach In
and
invite my caring


open up
and
receive my all

courage

soft is how I like me to be
courage is what I need

to let down my protective shields
of sharp irony
frozen eyebrows
determined voice
and fast moves


scared is what I am
when unprotected by my image armour
you can devastate me
and may be you will

I have to learn that
how you treat me
is your choice
and your responsibility
and my gain
or pain


courage is what I need
soft is how I need me to be

it is my true Self

please..

answer me
before I ask of some I need

help me
before I fail in my own deed

find me
before I lose myself in greed

trust me
before I doubt myself to lead

believe in me
before I fail to plant my seed

steady me
before I grow when I succeed


comfort me
before I hurt
I comfort you
before you do

meeting

when our eyes
let our spirits
meet
time rests
for a moment

I feel more
of me
than
I knew
through you

and I
am in awe
of the part
of you
I am allowed
to enter

bravery

take the step
jump the leap
over the valley


crave the crawl
break the wave
into the deep


dare the sway
think the flight
past the blue


steady the storm
sleep the dream
into the self

today I will try to be the best me I have ever been

.


today I tried
something new
a different way
of being me
in the now moment

no past
experiences
pain

no future
expectations
disappointment

now is where I am
now is what I think
now is how I feel

now is always


nothing new really
I just didn't grasp it
before just now

be my friend

look past the look
beyond the make

hear through the voice
behind the laugh
or the pain filled anger

listen into the silence
that is not being uttered




take your time
if you wish to

to truly get to know

me
and
you

Self

stand in front of the mirror
look at you
and
into your eyes
to meet Self
and hear
what Self has to say
for a day
or three


turn away from the mirror
look at me
and
into my eyes
so I can see
and hear
what your Self
has to say
to us

can you see
and
hear my Self?

difference

one of the biggest differences
between men and women
seems to me
that it is possible for a man
to be a biological parent
without ever knowing about it




whereas
for a woman
body
mind
and spirit
change

for always



is man woman without wo m b ?

hu man

charm beats good looks
kindness beats charm


wit
and
sincerity

makes

beautiful
and
attractive

people


to me


rather smiling eyes
than flashy teeth

outerinnermirror

even
when you don't like
what you look like
can you please
remember
and like
who you are?



not easy
when judged
and evaluated
by exterior
every day



please
shift focus
look into the
soul mirror

tools

words are tools
we use
to try
to express
whatever we think we feel
important enough
to share

therefore
words are important
but more important
is the meaning
meant
through them

if we could try
take the time
to listen
in between
around
and
beyond the words
we hear

we could feel
what is meant
before we interprete
what is said